Hello!! My name is Quazar and this is my website! It's a place for me to store things that I create and things that I enjoy ...but you probably already know that. On this page you can learn stuff about me! I'm not sure why you'd want to do that when there are much cooler things to look at on this website, but here we go:
Other names: Quaz, Q, Star (this is my name IRL)
Usernames: Usually QuazarStar unless it's taken, then QuazarShark
Pronouns: He, They (genderfluid)
Languages: English, high german, swiss german, japanese
Life history: Complicateeeed
I think the most important thing to know about me at a casual glance is that I'm autistic! (I know, huge SHOCKER if you've been exploring the site already). I have a stereotypically order-focused and information-gathering mind, and I love the sciences; anything relating to ocean sciences especially! I'm a big nerd and I've been on the internet since the 00's and I'm not quitting any time soon.
Some boring IRL stuff: I currently live in Switzerland so my active timezone is GMT+1. English is my best language and the one I'm most comfortable with, but feel free to talk to me in any of the others listed as well! I don't work currently since I'm disabled, but when I did I was a 2D/3D artist with a focus on VR pipeline (furniture and stuff, not as cool as it sounds). I've lived in many places and done many things and frankly I'm glad I get to live a chill and quiet life now and spend time creating my silly worlds for fun.
You can find me in various other places online! The best way to get in touch with me is via these sites, but if you'd like to message me on a chat app I am also on the main Matrix.org server under @quazarstar. I also have a Discord but I'm slowly abandoning Discord going forward. There's also my Guestbook if you just wanna say hi :3
I draw myself as an eastern dragon with green scales and an orange mane, most of the time in really silly ways.
I don't really like talking about myself so if you want to you can go back up to the top here, I don't mind! Let's go explore the rest of the site!
...no? Oh, well.... okay then. <__<;;
You know how the psych folks like to say about autistics that they have a "rich inner life"... sometimes I think that doesn't even begin to cover it for me. I variously identify as "otherkin", "dragonkin", or "therian" depending on the situation and who I'm talking to. If these terms mean nothing to you: Basically I perceive myself as an eastern dragon! In my case I feel my dragon body sometimes, as if I have anatomy that I don't actually possess, and I feel as if that is what I am in mind and nature. I'm not a spiritual person and I have a very scientific outlook on this: To me this is identity and psychology and personal self-expression, but also science gets a little squishy when it comes to this kind of stuff so who knows what it's all about! I sure don't!
If the dragon thing is catching you off guard, just wait for this one: I have multiple of these real-not-real identities, and MOST of them aren't human! The eastern dragon is my main self (I call them 'personas') and goes by the super ultra creative name of "the dragon". This is who you will be interacting with on this website, and indeed in most social interactions with me IRL as well! Besides the dragon there are 2-3 other main personas, but they have their own separate site elsewhere where I post content that may not be suitable for this website, or which I just feel is a little more personal and private.
(If you're already familiar with plurality and the terminology used by the plural community: I'd say my situation is most similar to a median system but I'm not really that interested in labels, just know that the lines are a little blurry and I almost never have memory gaps)
Species: Dragon (duh), specifically japanese dragon associated with a small river
Pronouns: he, she, they, it (female but in a critter way)
Friendly, nerdy, anxious creature with intense focus on interests and friendships. A little rude in an energetic way but well-meaning.
Species: Deep sea shark that learned how to shapeshift
Pronouns: he (a man, has adopted human gender)
Big rude bastard, simple and rough. Somehow the only one of us that likes doing things like cooking and cleaning.
Species: Human!?
Pronouns: he (variously identifies as a cis or trans man depending how grounded in reality we're being)
New guy! Friendly but mildly sinister :D Goth? The most effeminate and image-conscious, the only one who cares about looks.